Please Wake Me Up

I am absolutely lost. In my literature class we've been reading about reality and dreams; I feel like I am becoming a character in a story, just like those I've read. Over this semester a lot of things have changed. Some of those changes I was expecting and even excited about. Others have been dumped upon me not by my choice at all. I can't decide if being in South America while the unexpected changes took place is a good thing or not. In a way it dulls the pain, but it also makes me helpless. Through it all, I still trust that God has a plan for me. Maybe it was time for me to experience a little heartbreak because my entire life has been overly blessed....I don't know. Now the title of my blog has taken on another possible meaning: discovery of reality. I'm not saying I lived in a world that was sheltered but just a world that was very trusting.

I'm sorry that I've taken up your time writing about more personal things when you might rather hear that I'm going to a World Cup qualifier tonight (which I am). Besos.